The beginning....

I have started two blogs in the past and then given up, lol. I started these blogs because it was cool to be on Blogger; this was years and years ago, before Blackberry’s and mini blogging sites like twitter came on the scene. I am starting this blog now because I think I need an outlet for all my frustrations at this point in time and writing relaxes me... I think. So I just took a peek at my old blogs, my life was quite eventful when I was younger, I am 27 going on 28 and I am officially an old woman now, I feel practically ancient. I am writing this blog for myself but I will need to stay anonymous in case I am ever nominated for some type of political position in the future, this will not come bite me in the ass, lol. Okay so let us get to why we are here today. So... I am doing a life make over on myself or maybe I should say I intend to do a life makeover,looking at my trackrecord with not seeing things through, who knows what will happen tomorrow. I want to work towards my health both physically and mentally, we’ll get to the spiritually part in time...I hope. I intend to start my Cambridge diet and exercising regime this weekend, well exercise will begin tomorrow but the crazy journey to weight loss will start at the weekend. I intend to stay on the Cambridge diet for twelve weeks, God help me because I have a serious Food Addiction, like, I just enjoy putting stuff in my mouth even when I am not hungry so this has to be a total mind reset. The mentally part is because I am going through some personal problems right now and it has really broken me down mentally, and when I say breakdown I am not joking, the whole works going on in this head of mine but hey no one said life would be easy right. And hopefully between all this, life will happen in between. I am in between jobs right now (fancy way of saying unemployed, lol) and I am also studying for some exams. So that’s it for the introduction, I will come back at the weekend to log my weight and measurements in so the health part and I will begin to write about what has taken me to a dark place mentally in time but right now I need to go hit the books. Love and Light...